We still only really have videos of my daughter saying ‘Look!!’ or ‘Want to see it!’ and it terrifies me how bad I have become at picturing things in my minds eye. I feel like it’s something ten years ago I could do really well, and feel like whoever I was thinking about was in the room with me, but now it takes so much effort even to conjure up my daughters face let alone think about how she moves. I’m so reliant on all of our hundreds of photos, but what if they get destroyed? How will I remember her childhood?